Nothing to be found

Lying on the ground
cold stones touching my skin
feeling where I am
wonder where I've been
Raindrops rolling low
leaving trace behind
I don't wanna know
I just need to cry
All I hear is my breath
wind and rain around
thousands of things to lose
but nothing else to be found
just trying to live through
day after day and night
trying to make some sense
even if it doesn’t feel right

Aquarium

In a crowd I am standing
around me wall
from the thick glass and
then nothing more
nobody care I am
in tank in a hall
I am the one looking
can't open the door
floating in water
having just a little of air
drowning in fish bowl
and suffocating out there
Just find me a small lake
and hide it in forest
chase away people
and give me my shade
let me be different
with grace of snowflake

Mud

Tell me to fly
and I will fall
covered in red drops
let me glow
while fingertips are drawing
on skin in blood
and tears are turning
soil to mud
Wait for the laugh
to rise again
learn how to love
what's been insane
one little step
I jump to sky
like there's no limit
like I have to try

The One

I am the restless
I am the lost one
I am the soul
seeking the shade
I am the princess
in blackest feathers
I am the flaw
with any good name
I am the line
which world cannot cross
silence in screaming
dark light of sun
I am the random
death of my feelings
beauty in nightmares
I am the one